Thank you so much for reading my e-mail. I am here writing you, because I would like to share my "BsB Story"-My reason why I love bsb so much,to tell you what bsb have done for me, how they have helped me,and so on.I have been a BsB fan sence the BsB hit radio waves with "quit playin games".My first concert (july '98) was BsB, on there first tour, in St.Louis,my home town,I was in 11 row.I have been to 4 BsB concerts,I went all the way to Chicago to see them on Black and Blue,then when they came here to St.Louis,I went again,and I met Krystal. She is the most sweetest person on the entire earth; I balled my eyes out when I met her- meeting Krystal totally totally made me believe that my dreams could come true,I mean I got to meet one of my musical influences.

There was a time in my life where everything was going wrong my family was having so many problems,me and my mom would just yell and scream at each other all the time,and i didn't fit in at school, i felt like i wasn't "pretty",i was just miserable, i couldn't smile,all i did was cry,and i felt like it couldn't get better,so i thought to myself "there's no reason for me to even exist should just kill myself" so once i started self mutilation, i got to the point where i was gonna kill myself, but then i went to Millennium concert in November of 1999.I left that venue a changed person,bsb changed me that night at that concert,they helped me understand more and more.Before i went to the bsb concert, i thought of bsb as 5 guys with talent,and as if they were celebrities,but when i went to the millennium concert,i left a changed bsb fan.I just got this urge to know more about bsb,to see there real side.well during that time of my life, i learned more and more about bsb,and then the more and more i became less depressed.I found out about how aj doesn't have a father,that when he was 3 his mom and dad got a divorce,and that he never sees his father.well when i was 3 me and my mom moved out on my abusive acholic father,and i saw my dad time to time,but he would still drink,and then he would go into rehab,and then leave rehab,and start drinking again. i barely talk to my father,I'm better without him.Aj has helped me cope with that alot.i feel more stronger and more confident,as if i can conquer anything.I also knew about how Kevin and Howie lost loved ones. i was just attonished to see how strong they were, i mean there i was this girl,who thought she had the worst of problems,when your most biggest inspirations have lost loved ones,and have probably delt with more problems then you.it just completely made me change my whole out look on life completely.Each of the BsB,have helped me in someway.I used to be weak,now i am strong.I used to have nothing to believe in,but now i believe in God (thanks B-rok and Kev).I used to feel left out,and as if i was alone,now i know that i don't have to "fit in",i can just be myself.I used to not care about anything,and now I am the most generous person on earth.I used to feel lost,and then I found out who I was,and I found my talents.I know for a fact that BsB were the reason,why I am, who I am today, I know it within my heart, and within my soul. I would sacrafice anything for BsB.BsB have also influenced me musically. They were my first group to ever become a huge fan of. I mean they were my very very first musical influences. I wanna be a singer, someday I would like to be the "next Krystal". I have so many goals that I wanna acheive. I have so many dreams I wanna conquer. One of those dreams is to meet BsB personally in person,to be able to say "Thank You" to them. There's only one thing in my life that I regret, I regret not meeting BsB, and have them not being about to know what they have done for me. If I killed myself, I know I would of missed out on life, I would of hurt so many people who deeply cared and loved me. I am just so thankful, that BsB helped me,and made me realize I needed a change. I wanna meet them so much,it hurts. I'm asking you from the depth of my soul, to send this e-mail to other BsB Fans, or if you personally know Bsb, please, oh please send this e-mail to them.You honestly have no idea what it means to me. Thank you so much for reading this e-mail and forwarding it. Please do not break this chain! i beg of you! Also if you have an BsB online zine or website...please put my e-mail in there too. I need all the help I can get from fans.So do whatever you can. I won't ever give up on my long lost dream to meet the BsB.

Thank you so much for reading,

God Bless you,

Casey

E-mail me or IM me at : ILuvChaoSoMuch21@aol.com

My best friend wrote this poem dedicated to Bsb,she's an awesome person, she's been through the same things i have, and she also is a huge Bsb fan.

You helped through the hard times......

You always made me smile.......

Everytime i heard your voices I never seemed to frown.......

Your Music has been a big inspiration in my life.......

I never thought I would try to kill myself......

Until that one day......

Then I listened to your music......

And you then you made me change......

I thought about how things would be.......

If I was not around......

Life would be much harder.......

On the people that I loved......

I would not be here writing this to you.......

If I was not around......

I wanna thank you for saving my life.......

I know you might hear these stories all the time......

But I felt like telling you mine......

Life has been much easier now......

Since I listen to your music more......

I wish I could meet you and tell you this......

But e~mail might be the only way......

To tell you that I Love you Guys......

Written By: ~*Roxye*~

This Poem is Dedicated to: The Backstreet Boys......

P.S: If this gets to BsB please e~mail me at ImAJzTeddyBear87@aol.com

-or- lildiva4bsbnac5@aol.com

-or- lildevil122188@aol.com

And if I may ask you......if you know BsB please send this to them......Don't Let this chain break....send it to as many people as possible.